Chapter 62
Chapter 62
I stared at the twins dumbfounded, wisile my wall remained in testasy, urging me to make a decision that I wasn’t fully certain I could speak out loud, my cheeks burning as I lay there, debating. Xander and Xavier made no move to pressure me, their eyes fixated on me, and I hit my lip, feeling my body continue to heat up, my core throbbing almost painfully as begged for more, my body almost desperate to feel my mates inside of me. I could feel my chest tighten as I raised my eyes and then, I said the words, unable to choose between them, loving, both of them and needing them both at that moment. How can you choose when you love the two of them equally?
“I want both of you” I whispered, my voice trembling slightly.
I knew what I was asking. I was not some naive girl. I knew all about what the act entailed and what it would involve. Xavier and Xander shot each other a glance and then Xavier was kissing me, his hand resting on my hip, while Xander moved backward slightly, his hand brushing my shoulders, touching the nape of my neck, and lightly stroking my hair. I closed my eyes, feeling bliged, while Xavier moved between my legs, my breathing becoming more shallow as I realized that the moment was near. 1 felt his cock, hard as a rock, press gently against my entrance and he paused, his eyes searching as he looked towards me, waiting for my permission. He didn’t need to, but I gave it anyway, knowing there was no turning back 110W.
“Please” I moaned, almost begging him.
I couldn’t take any more of this waiting. It was torture.
He rose above me, laying on top, his powerful arms keeping him from collapsing on me. I felt him push, gently. My lips parted slightly. Xander continued to touch me, his touch reassuring and gentle. Xavier pushed in a little further and then as I stared up at him, my hips rising slightly, he bent down and kissed me on the lips, before pulling back and giving me a tender smile.
“It only hurts the first time he whispers, trying to reassure me or comfort me, as I nod.
I feel the barrier break as he plunges inside and past it. For a moment I’m stunned, feeling a sharp stinging pain, followed by a feeling of fullness as he pushes all the way into the hilt. I church at him, my nails digging in lightly to his back, my head flinging backward as I let out a low whimper. Xander’s thumb gently wipes away a lone tear that is trailing down my cheek. Xavier stills, biting his lip, a look of remorse on his face. The pain quickly fades and is replaced by a feeling of desire, my hips instinctively moving, urging him as he continues to hesitate a look of uncertainty on his face. I make my feelings clear.
“Please” I whimper, writhing and grasping at him with my hands
Xavier slowly slides out and then carefully slides back in as I let out a huge exhale, feeling the movement of his cock as it stretches me, my legs wrapping instinctively around him, allowing him to sink even deeper.
Heaven. Hell. A combination of both as my body continues to experience pleasure, unlike anything I could have dreamed. of Xavier adopts a steady rhythm, gently thrusting, in and out as lay there, my body feeling as though it’s starting to tense. Xander has moved and I feel his hand reach between my legs, gently circling my clit, causing me to mewl. My body moves in time with Xaviers. It feels so good. I can’t hold back my cries and Xander applies more pressure, making his finger move faster. I cum, my body shuddering, my walls clenching tightly around his cock, causing Xavier to let out a low growl, his body stilling. I know he hasn’t orgasmed yet, my body feeling as though I’m floating as I come crashing back to earth, blinking my eyes up at my mate who is gently cupping my check I stare at him dazedly, my body feeling spent and yet, knowing that there is more, so much more to come.
“Sweetheart, I’m going to move you, that is if you’re still willing. Xavier’s voice is quiet but I nod, hastily in agreement.
He slides out of me and then lies down. He grips me around the waist and then slowly lowers me onto him, causing my to widen as I feel how huge he is, my body quivering as it accepts his cock, my knees going on either side of his body. Xavier’s arm gently going around my back and his hand splaying on it
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What now? I might not be naive, but I wasn’t experienced either I was simply relying on instinct. Xavier’s eyes begin searching mine. “Are you okay?” he asks, fixing me with a look.
I’m better than okay. Tin fabulous. My wolf is purring and just as aroused as I am. She’s enjoying this just as much as me and it’s almost as though we are one. I can feel Xander gently stroking my back, his hand moving lazily up and down, while another one rests on my hip. I move experimentally, causing Xavier to groan out loud, my hips moving up and down. It feels good. Better than good I do it again and Xavier lets out a low hiss, as though he’s in pain. I glance at him in concern to relax, relieved I haven’t h him.
but he gives me a grin, causing e
“Keep that up and we won’t get to the good part” he grunted, figening his arm around me and causing me to stop.
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head, wondering what he means. He pulls me to him so that my chest is directly on his, kissing my lips, causing me to writhe on top of him. His tongue lightly explores my mouth, is touch continuing to light me on fire.
I want to move. Badly, I want to orgasm, and I want to feel his cock push in and out of me. I feel impatient and then suddenly realization dawns as I feel Xander’s hand gently squeeze my buttock. OH. That’s why Xavier had changed positions. I feel myself trembling. I bit my lip as Xavier pulled away, feeling frightened.
“We still don’t have to do this Xander’s voice is a soft murmur behind me, his hand gently pushing my hair aside “I can wait little wolf” he suggested thickly.
But I want them both. I want them to know that I have accepted the two of them wholeheartedly. Did this make me a bad person? Did this make me wanton? I cast a look over my shoulder and see Xander, his eyes shining like black pearls in the moonlight. My breath catches with how handsome he looks as he kneels behind me. I slowly begin to shake my causing him to narrow his eyes as he studies me closely, wanting to ensure that this is what I want
“No” I choke out, as Xavier’s cock stays buried deep inside of me I want you both” I whimpered.
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Xavier pulls me forward slightly, I can feel Xander’s breath across my buttocks as I still. His hand lightly cups my butt cheek and then I hear him spitting. I tense but Xavier begins to touch me on the sides, on my back, trying to relax me. I feel something behind me, at my other entrance and my first instinct is to pull away. I force myself to calm down, to remain still, gritting my teeth as something small slowly pushes its way inside, It’s a finger. Xander pushes further and then begins to move it around, stretching me, gently, while I try to relax, pushing back and feeling him attempt to lubricate me. He slowly pulls out. I can feel him moving behindane and then I feel his cock at my back entrance. Xavier’s arm pulls around my waist, holding me in place, although I know that if I cry out in pain or scream, he’ll let go. It’s simply a preventative measure to keep me from wriggling away and hurting myself or panicking. Xander lets out a long, slow breath, his hand on my shoulder.
“I’m going to be as gentle as possible” he murmurs “but say the word stop and it stops, no questions asked. I won’t hurt you” he vows
I feel him against me and then a small push, my mouth parting. Xander’s other hand moves between my legs, fingering me, coaxing my body to relax and accept the intrusion behind me. Bean feel my juices beginning to drip, my body unclenching as Xander continues to push, Xavier careful not to move. I feel a slight burning sensation, but there’s also something else, something far better. Pleasure. I move back, causing Xander to groan out loud. It doesn’t hurt as much as I’m expecting. I rock back and forth, taking more of him in, both of the twins letting out strangled sounds. Then I feel it. Xander’s cock pushes all the way in and I have two cocks stuffed inside of me, all the way to the hik, causing my juices to begin eagerly dripping as both mates struggle to keep themselves restrained. It felt as though I might explode if I made the tiniest movement, and I gave a cry, beseeching them to move and free me from this delicious torture.